Motherhood: Full volume hair gloss to thin volume hair loss

Postpartum hair loss is a real bitch. It's unfair to get something so wonderful in life yet there's a whole 9 months of pain and endurance to go through, a couple hours or in some cases 24 hours of extreme pain to suffer through and a traumatized vagina. And as a joke to the women, they prolong the suffering months after we get our bundle of joy, and they reward you with flabby belly, stretch marks, gross looking lose skins, hair loss, postpartum depression, saggy boobies. The men? They get away with everything. No pain no gain they say. Curse you Eve! I think it's depressing that during pregnancy with the increase level of estrogen that gives you great looking hair, vibrant and glowy look only to have it taken away couple months after birth. Articles says there's no need to panic as it won't cause me to go bald. I experienced otherwise. I don't have thick hair to begin with. While I didn't start balding like my old man, the hair loss was so severe that it causes thinning to my volume of hair that some parts of my head the scalp was visible. And since I don't have thick hair, it's impossible to cover it up. That was the case with Ezra. And then to add to the sting, it took more than a year for the hair to grow back. Now for the second time, my hair loss is starting and I'm getting clumps of hair loss every morning. It seems like there's nothing I can do about it but to suffer through patches of 'bald' spots AGAIN. I feel like a dog shedding. I haven't even got to saggy boobies!

When I brush my hair in the morning. Please excuse the dirty sink.